I'm honestly very tired of this relationship...I think it's affecting my studies quite badly. ..I don't know...Does he really like me at all? I don't think he even knows the answer... Perhaps he should really just get himself a med gf instead, and his OG friend. At least she seems to meet his criteria better, not sure how she looks like, but prob pleasant looking, someone who can cook and can sing very well... I don't know...should I just end the relationship like that?
I'm at a loss of what to do... Or is it just that I'm just jealous? I don't like behaving like that, I'm very depressed...I just long for a bf who can be there for me whenever I need him and who I can rely on safely without needing to feel insecure.
I'm just very sad...
No...from now onwards, I won't depend myself on guys...they just can't be relied upon. I want to live my own life and heck care about them at all. I've given up on guys long ago...
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